baby steps

so the run did not help much. i was expecting it to distill my emotions. get everything sorted out. raising expectations has its own charms and falls. i fall. you charm.
funny thoughts come when you run long enough. kambakht ishq will end up being our last visit to the cinema. if this is not a joke, what is?
being stuck in the second gear is worth experiencing. one finds out a lot about ones own self. the hidden demons. the raw anger. and the infinite patience.
"learn a new language" she says. i'm having a tough time unlearning the ones i thought i knew!

nusrat's voice is ever comforting:
"वोह जो कल तुम्हारे थे, वोह गुज़र गए जां से,
यह ज़रा बताओ तो, आज किस की बारी है! "

but, we shall overcome.